Not sleeping despite feeling tired coz there is something I am still mad about. And I do not want to spend too many tweets ranting about it.

SERIOUSLY I HATE PEOPLE PUTTING WORDS INTO MY MOUTH!

Firstly, I think and am definitely sure that I have a mouth of my own and I do not need any other people to open their great mouth to speak up for me.

I strongly believe that if there's anything that needs to be asked, I will use my own mouth. Same goes for anything I want to comment.


Today at dinner..

My team mate was telling me about a portion of the choreo where there is some dance steps on the actual choreo but our dance teacher taught us to hold there. I told her I noticed it too.

She then told me she asked our dance teacher and our teacher said that its because she taught us the portion of whoever singer who are singing the part. For this I clarified with her at least twice asking whether she meant she already asked the dance teacher.

And so I told her, "Oh. But maybe we could add in ourselves since we are doing as a group. Maybe after we learned the entire song we can asked the vocal teacher to see which part to assign for who first." She agrees with me.

Then I added on, "But if only one person do that choreo (coz the other one who sings that part don't need to do it) then will be very weird. See how first." The conversation ended here but I vaguely remembers that she agrees to my last sentence.

Later at the school..

We were talking to both our dance and vocal teacher about her audition this week. She suddenly told our dance instructor I have something to ask and turned to me initiating me to start the questions. -inserts poker face-

My face were blank. And she said, "You say you want to ask about the choreo what?" Fuck you. Since when did I say that? You are the one who said you already asked. Why is it me now??!!!

I told her that she's the one who wanted to ask, not me. But she continues to deny and says I am the one who said that I want to do the missing steps. ㅡㅡ"

I reminded her of what I had said and asked if she remembers I was saying to ask the vocal teacher to assign the part first. She replied, "Aiyah! Anyway they both still need to discuss and decide before assigning the parts what. So just ask first lah." "The problem is I never want to ask what!"

There was silence after this conversation or perhaps I should call it an argument which lasted for a couple of minutes. And both our teachers just walked away to do their own stuffs.

I was angry. Frankly speaking this is sucha disgrace for us and rude to got them into such embarrassment.

I would also like to highlight that during this conversation I asked her, "I thought you said you already asked her". She shake her head with an hue me a what are you talking about face, which was when I simply just don't bother to talk to her.

For goodness sake, there wasn't even once where I have query to the choreo for the past one year I have been taking dance class from the school. I am just the same old 'easy-going' me who accepts everything.


Maybe this may sounds like a small issue and I'm kicking up a big fuss. But this is not the first time she did this to me!


Once, she asked if I wanted to take Sing & Dance class with our current school (we were under another vocal trainer that time). I told her I don't mind to take but that is if our teacher allows us to learn from another vocal teacher.

The next day..

"Vocal trainer, Chaerin got something to ask you." -inserts poker face-

I juz kept quiet coz I do not wish to make a scene.


The other time when our vocal trainer praise us for dressing up and say this is how we should dressed. She whispered (to me), "But today trainer not dressed up nicely." i purely gave a a dry smile without any comment and she look up she told the trainer, "Chaerin say but you are not dressed nicely today." -inserts poker face-

I say. Very funny. I was totally speechless and as usual forced to suffer bitterly in silence.

Where got people like this one?


I am serious about this taboo of mine.

This simply reminded me the time where I was boycotted by the group of friends I stick with during my high school times where this bitch told the girl who has the most influence that I badmouthed her. But all this while I merely lend my listening ear to that bitch who is complaining about the girl who always bullied her. And bam! I'm out from the group and she's in. T^T

Haiz.....

Probably gonna stop taking lessons with her after completing the song we are doing now.

Labels: Rant。